Heading to new journey 2.....

Pada Isnin, 26hb Januari 2009, wujudlah persetujuan bagi tarikh perkahwinan kami secara rasminya. Sekarang, aku hampir menjadi seorang isteri kepada seorang suami, seorang ibu kepada anak-anak. Saat gemilang itu, aku nantikan dengan penuh debaran bersama doa yang tulus....

What’s made me proud being myself……….

“In the real life, being pain is the longest part of life, if we notice that deeply. It’s actually the most wonderful stage of life because we learn it mostly from harder part and how we handle it, thus make us smile back till we realized that we learn nothing from being happy because it’s easy part of life but how we managed to handle the hard way is actually create the story of life. Just move on and never lets give up surround our mind and let us control the situation with less emotion to encourage our self to be strong. Maybe other people never proud of us but nothing wrong to be proud to our self as long we learn from worst to be better. The stories will pass through history and share the stories to growth the memory……….”

Heading to new journey....

I'm glad that I'm almost to have my own family and end up my solo life. I'm actually heading to another dreams which about to come true. This time around, is actually the real world. Pain, sadness, happiest, laughter, joys are the true color of life. I need to be tough to handle it in the future. Can't wait looking my future children growing and guide them to be who they want to be. To teach them to be strong, to teach them about believing, to teach them to love, to teach them to explore and try and let them dreams for the best but I never gonna teach them about giving up. I'm not gonna teach them about a winning unless encourage them to do the best cause winning doesn't mean anything and losing doesn't mean nothing. Through that they'll know that giving all their best is the most wonderful thing than winning only to be a champion and become arrogant which become nothing...........

Happy Birthday & New Year to my love

Recently...on 4th Jan 2009, I'm celebrate my soul mate birthday. I wanna make it surprise for him. While waiting 12.00 am, I'm actually asking him to buy me a drink so I can do preparation to surprise him. He knock the door at 12.05 am....when I turn the lights off. I'm waiting him at corridor...I know he will show up at the corridor...I can see his curious face behind the glass door then I showed up and shouted "Happy Birthday...Abg!" He gave me a big smiled and I was so happy because he likes it...I gave him a watch as a present. He likes the present very much...and I'm glad cause I made him happy. There's nothing valuable for me than seeing him happy. I was so thankful because I meet him....Last 25 years ago, I don't know how to swim...and I'm afraid to swim but I like the ocean. Maybe I was lost myself before this but I found it through him...through my fear to water, through sea turtle the most amazing animal which I always wanted to see then I found him...he made my dreams come true in the past, now and forever.....I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, and always love you....